May We Dance Upon Their Graves

Incest Survivors, Spirituality and Ceremonies of Justice – the story of a woman living a rich, fulfilling life while waiting to dance on her sociopath father's grave.

Visit with older brother – is the abuser dead yet?


My older brother called me on the weekend and we got together to watch his kid play in a sporting event. All in all it went well. He made an … Continue reading

August 1, 2011 · 1 Comment

Post therapy


Well, it’s been a couple of weeks now since my last therapy session I think. I’m choosing to spend time on the present day goals I have, improving my singing, … Continue reading

June 23, 2010 · 8 Comments

Massage


I just had an hour long massage at a spa. Steam room, cucumber water, soft music, the whole bit. I decided to spend the money I’d been spending on therapy … Continue reading

June 15, 2010 · Leave a comment

Getting ready to fight


I’m thinking about scaling back my therapy schedule from once every two weeks to once a month. It’s been over a year now since I found out  my father/abuser had … Continue reading

January 6, 2010 · 2 Comments

Perseverence Practice – Day 4


I was able to practice voice for longer last time, and it felt good. It’s amazing how alive I feel when I’m singing well. I still haven’t done the full … Continue reading

October 23, 2009 · 2 Comments

Exercise


I’m out of shape and overweight. I’ve lost over 20 pounds this year, mostly water I think, just by counting calories and exercising a little. I’ve got about 30 more … Continue reading

September 4, 2009 · 4 Comments

Wierd News


<–Warning – first sentence may be triggering —? When I was a teenager I remembered being sexually molested, touched under my panties, by a babysitter. I found out today, that … Continue reading

September 1, 2009 · Leave a comment

Obsessing about all the ways I’ve come out as an incest survivor, rather than sleeping, at 5:20 am


It’s 5:20 am and I can’t sleep. I’m not one of those poor people who actually gets up at 5 am for work or the insane ones that get up … Continue reading

April 22, 2009 · 7 Comments

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