May We Dance Upon Their Graves

Incest Survivors, Spirituality and Ceremonies of Justice – the story of a woman living a rich, fulfilling life while waiting to dance on her sociopath father's grave.

Book Review and Divine Intervention

The other day I was picking up a book I’d requested at the library and absent mindedly browsing the books nearby, which happened to be about religion. I picked up … Continue reading

March 28, 2009 · 5 Comments

In a cold and northern town

[A song in progress – celtic/folk story ballad feel. Key of D major] In a cold and northern town, the days are short and the nights are long A little … Continue reading

March 26, 2009 · 8 Comments

Going on living

As part of my ongoing quest to stop Hiding I’m starting gradually to getting back into both doing things I’m passionate about and letting others witness me doing them. Tonight, … Continue reading

March 24, 2009 · 19 Comments

It begins

guess this is a small taste of what it will be like when I finally hear that my dad is finally dying. It is way too early in the morning. … Continue reading

March 23, 2009 · 3 Comments

Maiden Revisited

I was at a women’s spirituality conference last weekend. It was my first time in awhile attending anything to do with my religion/spirituality in several years, so is another part … Continue reading

March 20, 2009 · 6 Comments


Yesterday in therapy we talked about me hiding. There is a sneaky part of me that is afraid of being seen, that shuts me down, but doesn’t tell me that it’s … Continue reading

March 17, 2009 · 5 Comments

Letter #1 – My Mother is not a saint

Hi Mom, I’ve been thinking about how to mend my relationship with you. I thought I’d start by sending letters. What I thought is that, in 14 years where we … Continue reading

March 8, 2009 · 19 Comments

Model Mugging

I was in therapy this week unraveling a chain of reactions, as we survivors often have to do. My mom is anxious, and I have PTSD, which makes you anxious, … Continue reading

March 5, 2009 · 4 Comments

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